You think of only one person. You have been away from him for far too long. You don’t know what you are feeling.
Girl, you miss him. You miss him a lot.
First here you are very happy. Feeling everything is good, feeling that everything is perfect. Then, a sudden turn of events.
Misunderstanding or arguements happen.
You pretend you did not miss him but you actually missing him.
Put into your mind that he was a part of your life. He has made a great impact in your life. He made you happy, he made you smile during hard times. He accompanied you when you were lonely. So, be thankful for that. He also, in a way, helped mold you into the person youre are right now.
A lot of memories you have were spent with him. Don’t forget those memories you had with him may it be good or bad. Those good memories could help you please the feeling of longing, or the feeling of emptiness.
When you miss someone, don’t push yourself to forget him. You miss him, that’s natural. He was a part of your life. Savor the moments you have when you see him. Talk to him, ask what he is up to these days.
Missing someone isn’t bad. Never push yourself to do stuff you don’t want to do. You will just add more burden and pain to yourself. Let the feeling pass naturally. It would be better to let the feeling go away than hurt yourself intentionally just to forget him or to get over missing him.
Also, you should not pretend that everything is just fine even when it’s not. You should not act that you can deal with it easily. You will be lying to the people around you and you will be lying to yourself.
If you miss him, admit it to yourself. You can even admit it to him that you miss him, you won’t lose anything once you tell him. You wouldnt know he might be missing you too.
Tell that person the truth. Tell him you miss him. At least admit to youself.
Never push yourself to forget him.
Let the feeling pass. Let your heart heal its wound. Let your heart grow. Let yourself miss him.
Dont live a lie.
Laslty, if you miss him, let him know, you may never know, he might be missing you too and he even might want you back in his life.
Now, those old goood memories will be added and the bad memories will be replaced.
I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you..
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it